-forward

One fact will remain true until the end of time and that is that discrimination, in some aspect, will always be around. This can be seen by different religious groups, different ethnic backgrounds, and of course the struggle between man and woman. In the last decade, women have made leaps and bounds to expand the horizons for many others like themselves. It is true that some countries hold strict laws in place solely for the female gender, but others view women as equals, or at least as close to equals as we've ever come. South Korea for instance has named a female to be their first astronaut sent up into space by the country.

Of course there has been large set-backs. This would be in reference to the air-headed fools that sing about how they adore their boyfriends or about lying down and spreading their legs to reveal their herpes infested cooch. I believe that women have the power to rock the very foundations that America was built upon. I believe they can make a difference in where ever they choose to apply themselves. What is completely disgusting is how so many choose not to. They would rather live in their ignorance-filled world than to speak out about something that truly matters. It could be something simple, maybe have a conversation about global warming, perhaps post a blog about politics. Something to show the world that they aren't a waste of space.

Another set-back is the women who choose, yes choose, to become prostitutes; to sell their bodies for a piece of paper. There are the ones who will commit murder and be proud of it. What the bloody hell? Yeah, some are actually proud of their crimes. It is a very sad day when a mother cares less about her child than a worm in the dirt.

Women have the ability to make so many positive things happen in this world. It just takes a little determination to get there and once you do, you'll reap the many rewards. You can see the lives that you've impacted and the push forward out of the narrow-minded fucks who are arrogant enough to believe women are only good for being a maid to their every need.

Speak your mind, no matter the cost.

(personal)

I have experienced a number of various relationships; some similar and some completely deranged. Throughout the span of my numerous experiences, I have noticed something for awhile now and that is that I'm completely incapable of taking my own advice. That isn't saying that I'm giving poor quality advice, it just never works out the way as planned out when I apply it in my relationship. The common quality of any relationship is that it is doomed from the start to have problems. They may be minuscule in size, but they are problems all the same.

With my relationship with Zack, we have both faced growth from rather trying times. Some of the growth has been positive and some has been negative. He has lost much of his free-spirited mind while passing it on to me. He has become outrageously competitive which fits my nature beautifully. The problem is the intensity that it has gone to, which is something that neither of us will or would ever call off. Thankfully I have my beautiful sister who has been supporting my decisions through this growing competition without her really knowing so.

My moods have been getting harder and harder to control. Much of my rational and analytical thinking has gone far out the window. In some ways, this is better for our relationship and in many it is a huge step backwards. He has always been supportive of my drive to improve, but he has limited himself to living in the past. Perhaps because of his will to make my life better and not his own and perhaps because he's terrified of growing older. He will reminisce about his times of partying and doing insanely stupid behavior, yet he remains to just talk about it. Our fighting has stemmed mostly from the lack of respect that he gives when he leaves. If I ask for a phone call, he'll call once and stay out three hours later than expected. It's petty and I'm aware of that, but my mind always worries. It's a curse and a blessing in disguise. He's aware of all of this and nothing has seemed to help provoke him into calling. My patiences at the time being is very thin and breaks from the weight of a hair.

The problems always seem to resolve themselves in a couple of days with no questions asked. We both just drop the issue and move past it onto something else or even nothing at all. It's a very difficult time right now for us and neither are sure what exactly it's coming from. We have concluded that it is by far a joint effort and will probably remain that way until we can come to a solution from the frequent bickering.

Wish us luck.